Something Old...

This is some old shit I wrote... Decided I'd put it up... I tweaked it a lil though...

I’ma explain myself for the niggas that ain’t meet me
Im a narcessist, talk lots of shit, my dude believe me
I don’t want you to love me for what I can be
I want to be loved for me
But admittedly I’ve got only a few qualities worth being seen
Cuz I only care about myself, I only give a shit about me
I care little for others, no one understands what I mean
These are the flaws in my personality
And one can say, well if you know your flaws you can change
Yea no doubt I can change but then I wouldn’t be ME
I wouldn’t be genuine I wouldn’t be real
I’d be a conformist to your ideal
I’d be a cookie cutter, reproduced to your liking
like punch isn't still punch after the spiking...
And ideally if I changed into something you liked
Then what the fuck would give me the right
To be independent, to be someone you should mention
To be someone not worth disrespectin?
Cuz when it comes to respect man mutherfuck fame
Respect thyself FIRST, understand the meaning of thy name
The reason for one’s being, the development of one’s path
the reason I'm completely different from YOUR ass
I eat sleep work and shit, don’t quit, not a quitter, never been
Becoming the leader, setting up my next of kin
Because if there’s one thing you need to understand
Is that I only want to be a better man
then my dad, his dad, and the man before him
because best beleive to this world I will bring
the best of what I got, and that's better then most
My mediocre still better then your best, not to boast
but I slack to conform, I take days off to let you catch up
I'm so ahead of the game that I set the norm
I'll Lap you twice if I go any faster...
A ha! See ya kids, I'ma leave you with this
when I'm at the top of my game, you couldn't drink my piss
you couldn't afford to eat my shit, it'd be a culinary delicacy
compared to the garbage you consider competition against me
yea I really should stop talking bout myself...
but I'm so far ahead of second, I can't even SEE anybody else....